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Who i am, am I.

I was thinking about a lot today.  Millions, of things. What? never mind.  When will i leave.  now.  No cannot till 6.  6 is the time.  That that is the time.  That is the time I will leave and things will stagnate and no fun at all, none.  none at all  I return.  Who am I, I am.  I am not.  Not is what? What you, ask, as if you judge, you judge daily, but on a foundation of nothing  Naught  NOT.  Naught.  I'm in India, now here, but am I.  I am.  I am not, nothing.  Nothing at all.  I work, money, slave, volunteer, help, nothing, not at all.  Noting.  othing.  Thing. Thin.  in

but where.  Where am I, I am.  bored, tired, sleepy, hungry, angry, lonely.  Death.  Cars.  Everywhere.  Looks into a can of trouble, and microwaves it.  He microwaves trouble, death, trouble, not equivalent, but at this instance, unequivocally.  Not.  Wordless, mindless, lidless confusion.  Noise, left, right up down under beneath everywhere, noise.  death is noise.  Noise is trouble.  Trouble is a can, a can of impossibility.  A can you take and shake and bake.  You eat trouble, every day, in your cars, in your various daily death traps.  You eat trouble, but it is nothing to you.  Othing.  Thing.  Thin.  in

How?  How is this out, how is this now, not tomorrow, not yesterday, how is now.  Not then, now.  Nothing is now, impossibly, now is past past is naught.  Now.  Gone Now NOW NOW gone.  when?  where?  How is now gone as fast as it was now.  Quesitons.  Daily questions.  no answers, because answers are questions disguised in purely fake confidence and digruntled optimism.  What do you I we he she know?  Nothing.  Naught Nothing.  not.  What is not, not I?  Nothing.  Othing.  Thing. Thin. In 

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This was a very weird exercise in free thought writing.  Ignore it.  It's nothing.

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ps in India, reforming municipal accounting statement, studying tax trends, cutting tracks to a fusion CD, eating a lot.  but doing nothing.